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Tag: self

healing always

more love & tenderness!

Published January 21, 2021
Categorized as journal entries, writing Tagged healing, journal, musings, personal, rambles, self, therapy, thoughts, writing

ode to 2020

it has been A Year.

Published January 14, 2021
Categorized as journal entries, writing Tagged journal, musings, personal, self, writing

fragments

from my journal this year

Published October 9, 2020
Categorized as journal entries, writing Tagged journal, musings, personal, rambles, self, thoughts, writing

away from absolutes

& towards the spring warmth

Published September 18, 2020
Categorized as non fiction, writing Tagged journal, mental health, musings, personal, rambles, self, self care, therapy, thoughts, writing

hello again.

it’s been a while.

Published June 13, 2020
Categorized as journal entries, writing Tagged hm, journal, self, thoughts, writing

coming back

endlessly

Published February 16, 2020
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged healing, journal, self, thoughts, writing

some things

some things i wrote in 2019

Published December 31, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged 2019, journal, journal entries, new year, self, thoughts, writing

unburdened

to live; to awaken; to write

Published November 12, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged journal, poetry, self, thoughts, writing

next stop, green square

thoughts on this train

Published November 4, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, non fiction, writing Tagged diary, journal, journalling, mental health, notes, personal, psychology, rambles, self, thoughts, writing

the bridge

sad the way i imagine i would feel in the louvre

Published September 2, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, short stories, writing Tagged art, artist, diary, i, identity, journal, journalling, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psychology, self, selfhood, short story abt my day, story, thoughts, writing

self-portrait

in a convex mirror

Published August 25, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, journal, portrait, self

reconstruct

remembering how to write

Published April 7, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged identity, journal, journalling, mental health, personal, poem, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, thoughts, write, writer, writing

old beginnings

fucked up the new yr

Published January 7, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged 2018, 2019, habit, journal, new beginnings, new me, new year, personal, routine, self, self care, self love, thoughts

recovery

some journal entries

Published January 7, 2019
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged depression, dissociation, journal, journalling, mental health, mental illness, personal, post traumatic stress disorder, psych, psychiatrist, psychologist, psychology, PTSD, recovery, seasonal affective disorder, seasonal depression, self, therapist, therapy, trauma

night rambles

hot luck for a hot second

Published October 30, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged ego, journal, literature, mind, personal, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, thoughts, write, writer, writing

always looking

who are u when ur not telling urself

Published October 7, 2018
Categorized as poetry, writing Tagged art, artist, diary, ego, identity, journal, journalling, musings, notes, observation, others, perception, personal, philosophy, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, rambles, self, selfhood, social media, thoughts, validation, words, write, writer, writing

nothin new

spinning spinning

Published October 6, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, ego, identity, musings, personal, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, rambles, self, thoughts, writing

keep track

some things i’ve noticed

Published September 8, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, artist, author, diary, journal, journalling, notes, observation, observe, personal, phone, phone notes, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, social media, write, writer, writing

life advice

from someone who doesn’t know what she’s doing

Published August 16, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged advice, life advice, personal, self, self care, self help, self love, selfhood, tips, writing

how to see

and how to be

Published August 16, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, author, building, concepts, ego, identity, mind, perception, philosopher, philosophies, philosophy, poem, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, selfhood, spirituality, write, writer, writing

phthalo blue

tonight’s conscious stream / half awake dream

Published July 29, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, author, identity, journal, paint, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, write, writer, writing

the artist is ________

a performance art piece ?!?!??

Published July 25, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged a museum of modern love, abramovic, art, artist, diary, ego, film, journal, journalling, marina abramovic, moma, musings, online, performance, performance art, personal, philosophy, poem, poems, poetry, self, time, write, writing

ode to sun

words written at dusk

Published July 23, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, clouds, journal, musings, philosophy, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, story, sun, sunset, writing

march-july favs

what got me through autumn-winter

Published July 22, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, books, ego, favs, film photography, journal, literature, musings, personal, philosophy, photo, photography, poetry, self, spirituality, writing

staircase

movement’s an illusion

Published July 22, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged ego, identity, journal, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poems, poetry, relationships, self, shadow work, spirituality, writing

notes on notes

a poem from my phone notes

Published July 21, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged ego, film, journal, musings, notes, personal, phone, phone notes, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, self, social media, writing

marble statue

another stream of consciousness

Published July 19, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, ego, identity, journal, marble statue, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poem a day, poems, poet, poetic, poetry, poets, prose, self, spirituality, statue, verse, writing

abstract

some odd poetry

Published June 22, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged anxiety, art, author, books, ego, journal, literature, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poems, poet, poetry, self, spirituality, words, writing

on self care

in conversation with annie

Published June 19, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged anxiety, art, conversations, depression, mental health, online, SAD, seasonal affective disorder, seasonal depression, self, self care, self love, social media, suicide, therapy, writing

dear emily

a letter i wrote one year ago

Published June 18, 2018
Categorized as letters, Uncategorized, writing Tagged depression, identity, journal, letter, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, reflection, self, spirituality, writing

an update

where i’ve been, where i’m going

Published June 18, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged ego, journal, mental health, musings, personal, poem, poetry, self, spirituality, writing

snap outta it

how i get out of a funk

Published June 6, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged depression, detox, dissociation, ego, mental health, philosophy, poetry, psychology, routine, SAD, self, self care, self love, spirituality

untethered

words written in a dissociative trance

Published June 5, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged biography, depression, detached, dissociation, dissociative, ego, journal, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, photography, poem, poetry, psychology, PTSD, SAD, self, spirituality, writing

circles

a zine: 06/05/2018

Published June 4, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, books, depression, ego, journal, magazine, mental health, musings, others, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psychology, self, spirituality, writing, zine, zines

soc[i]al [me]dia

Lusseyran and the ‘Pollution of the I’

Published June 1, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged book, books, digital, digital world, ego, essays, facebook, i, instagram, journal, literature, mental health, musings, online, others, personal, philosophy, psychology, self, social media, spirituality, theory, writing

a leaf

falls from a tree

Published May 31, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, books, causation, cause, David Hume, essays, Hume, journal, leaf, literature, metaphysics, musings, others, philosophies, philosophy, photo, photography, poetry, psychology, relationships, self, spirituality, theology, theory, tree, writing

messy me

an honest exposition of my flaws

Published May 29, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged depression, journal, love, mental health, musings, others, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psychology, relationships, SAD, self, spirituality, writing

ouroboros rings

for a book i might write

Published May 27, 2018
Categorized as short stories, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, author, autobiography, biography, book, books, journal, literature, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, self, short story, spirituality, story, writer, writing

niche

idk how else to explain this

Published May 24, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, essays, journal, love, mental health, moods, musings, personal, philosophy, photography, pics, picture, poem, poetry, psychology, self, spirituality

seasonal

from autumn to winter

Published May 20, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged depression, journal, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, poetry, psych, psychology, SAD, seasonal affective disorder, self

you ever? (x5)

sensory poetry

Published May 11, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, books, camera, film, god, journal, love, mental health, moods, musings, personal, philosophy, photography, poem, poetry, psychology, relationships, religion, self, spirituality

here/now

finding the good in the bad

Published May 10, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged books, essays, how to, journal, love, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psychology, relationships, self, spirituality, theology

home?????

stream of conscious

Published May 6, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, books, deeper thoughts, essays, film, literature, love, mental health, moods, musings, others, personal, philosophy, photo, photography, poem, poetry, psych, psychology, relationships, religion, self, spirituality, theology, trust, validation

growth

the poetry of transition

Published May 5, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, camera, film, journal, literature, love, mental health, moods, musings, personal, philosophy, photography, poem, poetry, psychology, relationships, self, spirituality

cold tea

a short story about today

Published April 27, 2018
Categorized as short stories, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, deeper thoughts, journal, literature, love, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psychology, relationships, self, short story abt my day, social media, spirituality

falling

into trust

Published April 19, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, deeper thoughts, essays, god, literature, love, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psych, psychology, relationships, religion, self, spirituality, theology, trust

another song

a poem i didn’t mean to write

Published April 17, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, love, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, poem, poetry, psych, psychology, relationships, self, spirituality

on stage

if emotions could dance

Published April 15, 2018
Categorized as poetry, short stories, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, literature, love, mental health, moods, musings, personal, philosophy, poetry, psych, psychology, self, spirituality

the gaze

observation validation

Published April 12, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged guide, how to, mental health, musings, others, personal, philosophy, psych, psychology, relationships, self, social media, spirituality, validation

venus

a poetics of reciprocity

Published April 10, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, deeper thoughts, love, musings, personal, philosophy, poetry, relationships, self, spirituality

doing & being

the psychology of the mind

Published April 9, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, mental health, musings, philosophy, psych, psychology, self, spirituality

scribbles

drawings that don’t make sense

Published April 5, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged art, journal, moods, musings, personal, self, spirituality

addition

am i truly happy?

Published April 4, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, mental health, musings, personal, philosophy, self, social media, spirituality

what you are

to the girl i was one year ago

Published March 28, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, letters, Uncategorized, writing Tagged musings, personal, poetry, self, spirituality

your light

on jealousy and inadequacy

Published March 27, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, feminism, musings, personal, philosophy, self, social media

blondie

why is hair so important to us?

Published March 26, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged musings, personal, self

advertent poetics

more fucking poetry

Published March 17, 2018
Categorized as poetry, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, musings, personal, philosophy, poetry, self, spirituality

pure existence

who am i in your mind

Published March 11, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, essays, favs, musings, personal, philosophy, self, social media, spirituality

emanations

my life in instagram phases

Published March 4, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged personal, pics, self, social media

figure in the fog

life two years ago

Published February 26, 2018
Categorized as short stories, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, mental health, musings, personal, self

on paper

a peek inside my journal

Published February 16, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, mental health, musings, self, spirituality

switched off

my social media mindset

Published February 13, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged mental health, personal, self, social media

waves

emotions and oceans

Published January 24, 2018
Categorized as journal entries, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, musings, philosophy, self

embodiment

am i my body?

Published January 17, 2018
Categorized as non fiction, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, musings, philosophy, self

2017 in books

influential words

Published December 31, 2017
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged books, favs, musings, philosophy, self

on self

9:49pm 28 dec 2017

Published December 28, 2017
Categorized as journal entries, philosophy, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, philosophy, self

grounding

tips from an air sign

Published December 24, 2017
Categorized as non fiction, Uncategorized, writing Tagged how to, self

19 truths

more for me than it is for you.

Published December 22, 2017
Categorized as journal entries, Uncategorized, writing Tagged deeper thoughts, musings, self

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